When your heart felt the pain, it's because of yourself,
you can't manage it well.
sometimes, you think your life always like a competition.
your friends? your enemy? or yourself?
you set up your heart to be like that, no wonder if your heart got a lot of pain.
like today, someone told me that she never thought someone like that to be her competitor.
she said, she didn't mean to look down on her, but she just never put that girl's name on her mind, heart, or even a paper.
that girl, today, over her to be a winner.
but, she, my friend, said that she's fine.
so, I think, she will be hurt if people on her list over her. that's the way she managed her heart.
am I on the list, chinguya?
hahahahaha, never mind.
no matter, how much my name you wrote on your list, I still like you.
it's a secret ;)