Thursday, 21 January 2016

Forever Admirer




Konser musik. Siapapun penyanyinya, aku tidak akan pernah suka melakukan hal ini. Lantas kenapa aku disini? Aku mencoba menemukan kembali ingatanku yang sepertinya sangat berharga untuk kulupakan. Ah, benar! Dua hari yang lalu, aku dipaksa oleh salah seorang temanku untuk ikut nonton konser ini sebagai hadiah ulang tahun untuknya. Itulah sebabnya mengapa aku sekarang berada di tengah keramaian ini. Mungkin seisi dunia ini tahu kalau aku tidak suka keramaian.
“Yuna, gak usah pasang tampang bete gitu dong, disini kita buat senang-senang!”
“Aishhh, dasar Jiran menyebalkan, apa ini yang dirimu maksud dengan teman?”aku hanya dapat mengutuknya dalam hati, dan terpaksa pura-pura tersenyum manis dan memalingkan wajahku ke arah berlawanan.
“Kamu sekali-kali harus menikmati konser-konser seperti ini, biasanya di dalam hal-hal yang gak kamu sukai malah kamu akan menemukan sesuatu yang menarik.”
“Menarik? Apanya yang menarik? Aku rasa terlalu banyak hal yang menarik bagimu, Zia.”balasku dan mereka hanya tertawa.
Konser music malam itu dibuka dengan penampilan band local. Dan setelah itu, seorang MC laki-laki dan MC perempuan keluar untuk membuka acara secara resmi. Karena kami berada di barisan paling strategis untuk melihat secara jelas para entertainer itu, maka dari tempat kami berada aku juga bisa melihat dengan jelas wajah pembawa acara malam itu. Dan ada yang berhasi mencuri perhatianku, siapa? Hana si MC perempuan itu? Eyyy, gak mungkin, tentu saja bukan, tetapi yang disebelahnya itu, seorang MC pria tampan dengan senyuman yang sangat manis.
Seketika kata-kata Zia kembali melintas di fikiranku. Mungkin ada benarnya juga. Bagiku malam itu bukanlah untuk menonton konser musik yang isinya music rock dan penuh dengan teriakan tidak jelas, mungkin karena music mereka tidak sesuai dengan  seleraku. Tapi malam itu, aku hanya benar-benar focus pada MC itu yang memperkenalkan dirinya diatas panggung dengan nama, Jin. Menurutku penampilannya adalah yang terbaik ketimbang para personel EmBlue itu. Dan malam itu berlalu dengan cukup menyenangkan karenanya. Namun, aku tidak akan mengatakannya kepada dua teman menyebalkan ini. This is my secret, ssssttt! 

***
Aku hendak menuju kelas kuliah berikutnya, namun kelas yang biasa aku dan teman-temanku gunakan sepertinya sedang digunakan para mahasiswa lain. Aku mencoba mengintip siapa yang sedang menggunakannya. Tak ada dosen didalamnya. Apa mereka sedang bermain saja di dalam kelas yang akan kami gunakan? Namun tiba-tiba mataku tertuju pada sosok yang masih kuingat jelas parasnya di otakku. Jin? Sengaja atau tidak, atau entah itu kesalahan atau kecerobohanku, tapi jelas sekali dia juga melihatku. Apa yang harus kuharapkan? Dia tidak kenal padaku, jelas dia tak akan menegurku. Aku sangat mengerti begitu banyak orang yang memiliki kepribadian yang mirip denganku yang tak mudah dekat dengan orang lain, malah cenderung di nilai sombong oleh sebagian orang yang tak mengenalku dengan baik.
“Yuna, ayo masuk.”kata Noel.
“Tapi, ada orang di dalam, kamu yakin kita selanjutnya dikelas ini?”tanyaku dengan perasaan yang tidak karuan. Malu. Takut. Ragu. Aku benar-benar tidak bisa mengontrol perasaan, fikiran, dan ekspresiku secara bersamaan. Dan akhirnya aku masuk dengan kepala tegak pandangan lurus kedepan tanpa senyum seperti aku yang biasanya, tampil cuek dan terkesan dingin pada orang-orang. Aku hanya bisa memarahi diriku sendiri didalam hati. Kenapa aku harus bergitu? Tidak bisakah sedikit lebih ramah? Terlalu mahal kah suaramu untuk menyapa orang lain terlebih dahulu? Akh, aku benar-benar kesal pada diriku sendiri.
Aku duduk ditempat yang biasa aku tempati. Paling depan. Lagi-lagi kebiasaanku ini membuatku tak bisa melirik ke arah Jin sedikitpun. Aku betanya pada Noel tentang kenapa Jin dan teman-temannya berada di kelas kami.
“Mereka itu mahasiswa bimbingan Mr.Anthony, dan mereka sedang melakukan penelitian, dan mereka akan melakukan penelitiannya di kelas kita.”jawab Noel
“Kenapa harus kita? Memangnya Mr.Anthony gak punya mahasiswa lain?”
“Mungkin kelas kita menyenangkan manurut Mr.Anthony?”kata Noel membuat perasaanku semakin tak karuan antara frustasi dan terlalu senang. Tak lama kemudian Jiran dan Zia juga datang. Jiran duduk disampingku. “What’s wrong with your face?”Tanya Jiran.
“Coba liat di pojok belakang sebelah kiri? Kenal gak?”
“Oh, dia MC yang waktu di konser itu kan? Kenapa? Suka ya?”ledek Jiran
Hampir saja aku ingin berteriak pada anak menyebalkan ini. Tapi aku menahannya dengan baik. Kali ini aku berhasil mengontrol hati, fikiran dan ekspresi mukaku.
“Kalau gak, terus kenapa emangnya kalau dia dikelas kita? Biarin aja kali.”kata Jiran.
Aku hanya bisa terdiam. Apa yang dikatakan Jiran memang benar. Akh, ternyata aku benar-benar sulit mengendalikan perasaanku.
“Yuna, mereka yang disana itu, Noel bilang mereka itu mahasiswa-mahasiswa nya Mr.Anthony.”kata Zia yang tiba-tiba nyeletuk dari belakang.
“Udah tahu.”jawabku singkat
“Ada si MC itu.”kata Zia
“Udah liat.”
“Yang aku dengar mereka sedang penelitian di kelas kita.”lanjut Zia
“Udah dengar.”jawabku lagi
“Wah, great!!! She knew everthing!”Zia mulai lebay
“Noel udah kasi tahu tadi.”jawabku berusaha untuk tak membuat Zia lebay lebih jauh lagi dengan kecurigaannya.
“Are you happy?”selidik Zia
“Happy?”tanyaku balik dengan muka sok bingung
“You like him, huh?”Zia semakin bertingkah lebay ala detektif
“What???”Jiran malah terkejut dan hampir saja tertawa dan menggemparkan seisi kampus.
“I don’t”sangkalku
“Aihhhh, really?”Jiran dan Zia semakin aneh dengan memasang wajah serius
“Ah, bodo ah….”aku makin tak sanggup meladeni Zia dan Jiran. Aku berusaha mengendalikan perasaanku, tapi dua anak ini benar-benar berbahaya karena mereka bisa membuatku kehilangan control atas diriku sendiri.
“Tapi, malam itu aku perhatikan, kalau setiap MC nya keluar, dia pasti senyum-senyum sendiri, dan pasang muka kesal tiap kali band favorit kita yang tampil.”cerita Zia pada Jiran. Aku hanya mendengarkan apa yang sedang mereka bicarakan. Dalam hatiku benar-benar kesal pada dua anak ini, jadi sebenarnya mereka ingin menonton konser music atau memperhatikan aku?
Tak lama kemudian, Mr.Anthony datang.
“Okay, hari ini saya mau kita dapat bekerja sama. Mereka yang duduk di pojok sana adalah mahasiswa saya dari jurusan bahasa prancis, dan mereka sedang melakukan penelitian. Saya akan memberikan mereka beberapa pertemuan kita untuk mengajarkan kalian tentang bahasa prancis. Kalian tidak perlu takut, para mahasiswa saya ini adalah yang terbaik. Okay, sekarang bisa kita lanjutkan kuliahnya? Pada sesi terakhir kalian bisa memilih siapa yang terbaik menurut kalian.”
Kuliah berlangsung cukup menyenangkan. Bahkan ketika si tampan Jin itu mendapatkan gilirannya mengajar. Aku suka caranya mengajar. Beberapa pertanyaan yang dia berikan bisa ku jawab dengan baik membuatku seperti terbang di atas awan, berenang di anatara bunga-bunga yang indah, namun ketika ada pertanyaan yang aku membuat kesalahan dalam menjawabnya, membuatku ingin lari ke kutub utara menyembunyikan wajahku di bawah gunung es. Satu hal yang membuatku benar-benar senang adalah aku bisa melihat senyumnya yang manis dengan sangat jelas.
“Yuna, be careful atau kamu akan ketahuan menjadi fansnya.”
Perkataan Jiran yang mengingatkanku, membuatku kembali berfikir lurus dan mengendalikan ekspresi wajahku.
“Jangan terus memandang wajahnya, tapi lihatlah kea rah papan tulis, perhatikan apa yang dijelaskannya bukan wajah orang menjelaskan” bisik Jiran
“Aku memperhatikan apa yanh dijelaskan kok”
“Hoh, are you sure? Mana ada orang mendengarkan penjelasan sambil senyum senyum gak jelas gitu.”
“Okay. Okay. Kamu juga jangan terus memperhatikan aku sebaiknya perhatikan papan tulisnya. Jangan perhatikan aku ataupun yang menjelaskan di depan itu.”kataku
“Woaaaaa, you really liked him.”kata Jiran

*** 
“Yuna, kamu serius suka sama mahasiswa Mr.Anthony, Jin si Mc itu?”Tanya Zia
“Kenapa emangnya?”
“Gak kenapa-kenapa sih…turut berbahagia aja”kata Zia
“Yuna, pas waktu dia menjelaskan kemarin, kamu perhatikan atau gak gayanya itu loh….?”Jiran tampak ragu meneruskan kata-katanya
“Gayanya kenapa? Girlish gitu?”
“Tuh dia tahu”kata Zia pada Jiran
“Hey, kalian suka sama siapa tuh Band EmBlue atau apalah gitu kan? Kalau liat personilya pada berbunga-bunga kan?”
Jiran dan Zia mengangguk.
“Nah, anggap saja aku itu kalian, dan Jin itu sebagai si EmBlue itu. Done! No more questions, okay!” aku mempercepat langkahku menuju kelas Mr.Anthony. Tapi kedua temanku yang baikku yang menyebalkan ini juga dengan cepat menyusulku.
“Hari ini katanya hari terakhir mereka ikut dikelas kita, dan seperti yang Mr.Anthony bilang, kita harus memilih satu yang terbaik menurut kita. Siapa yang akan kamu pilih?”Tanya Jiran.
“Please, kasi tahu kita dong, aku dan Jiran benar-benar bingung, jadi kami putuskan untuk mengikuti pilihan kamu.”kata Zia
“Promise me you’ll choose the same.”
“Okay.”jawab Jiran dan Zia kompak.
“Of course, I’ll choose him.”jawabku
“Who? Jin?”Tanya Jiran
“Eitsss… you promised me guys, don’t forget, okay.”
“Okay.”jawab Zia

Sesampainya dikelas dua mahasiswa yang mendapat giliran terakhir mengajarkan kai tentang beberapa kosakata tentang bahasa prancis. Sebenarnya mereka semua tidak buruk mungkin mereka hanya sedikit nervous.
“Okay, kalian sudah melihat kemampuan mereka dan mereka juga tahu kemampuan kalian dan minat kalian dalam belajar bahasa prancis, walaupun kalian bukan mahasiswa bahasa prancis, tapi menurut mereka kalian tidak buruk sebagai pemula. Mereka juga senang bisa berbagi pengetahuan dengan kalian yang sesungguhnya berstatus mahasiswa bahasa Inggris. Baiklah, kalau begitu seperti yang sudah pernah kita sepakati, bahwa kalian harus memilih yang terbaik menurut kalian. Apa kita perlu voting?”Tanya Mr. Anthony
“Daripada kita voting menggunakan kertas, lebih langsung saja tunjuk tangan. Lebih terbuka dan lebih cepat selesai.”kata Raga salah satu teman sekelasku yang memang hobi nyeletuk dan membuat seisi kelas tertawa.
“Kamu benar Raga. Baiklah kita langsung saja. Ketika saya sebutkan namanya, kalian bisa langsung tunjuk tangan.”
“Jin?”
Aku tanpa ragu langsung menunjuk tangan. Dan teman-teman ku langsung tertawa. Aku merasa dikhianati. Tentu, oleh kedua teman baikku yang menjadi benar-benar menyebalkan.
“Gwen?” ketika Mr.Anthony menyebutkan nama seorang mahasiswi nya, seluruh temanku menaikkan tangannya tanda memilih Gwen sebagai yang terbaik. Aku hanya bisa tertawa kecil dan tersenyum dengan tatapan yang sangat tajam pada teman-temanku. Mereka merasa seperti menang sebuah permainan. Mengerjaiku? Hahaha, berani-beraninya mereka membangunkan macan yang sedang tertidur, fikirku.
Setelah itu, untuk terakhir kalinya aku melihat ke arah Jin dan dia jelas sekali melihat ke arahku juga. Dia tidak tersenyum. Wajahnya biasa saja tanpa ekspresi apapun. Sekedar melihat. Itu sudah cukup bagiku sebagai hadiah untuk mengampuni teman-temanku yang berani mempermainkanku.
“Yuna, sorry. Sebenarnya tadi kita berdua emang maunya pilih Jin, tapi kami dengar teman-teman lain banyak yang meilih Gwen dengan berbagai macam pertimbangan. Akhirnya kami pilih Gwen.”kata Zia
“It’s okay.”
“Kamu marah?”
“Marah? Menurut kalian, apa orang yang dikhianati bisa marah? Gak Cuma marah, bahkan aku rasanya ingin menggantung kalian di tiang bendera di depan kampus kita.”
“Sorry, sorry, sorry…” Jiran pasang tampang sok imut
‘Aishhh, jangan pasang tampang seperti itu, atau kalian berdua akan kugantung benar-benar di tiang bendera kampus.”Jiran dan Zia tertawa mendengar responku. Aku yakin mereka tahu kalau aku tidak marah kepada mereka. Sejujurnya aku memang tidak marah, hanya saja aku merasa malu, karena kejadian tadi membuatku terlihat jelas sekali menyukai Jin. Padahal, baik aku ataupun dia, kami tak saling kenal, setidaknya mungkin kami hanya tahu wajah satu sama lain, atau mungkin nama, yang sudah pasti dia akan lupa namaku seiring waktu. Untuk apa mengingat orang yang tak kita kenal, betulkan?
Sejak saat itu, kami tak pernah saling beradu pandang lagi. Entahlah apa ia pernah melihatku walau seperti siloute, tapi aku masih melihatnya dengan jelas, untuk beberapa kali.
“Yuna, kamu masih sering lihat si Jin dikampus?”Tanya Jiran
Aku Cuma menggangguk.
“Kamu pernah gak sih ngomong apa gitu sama dia, atau sekedar say hi gitu?”Tanya Zia
Aku Cuma menggeleng.
“Kamu follow SNS dia gak sih?”Tanya Jiran
Aku lagi-lagi Cuma mengangguk
“Kamu sariawan ya sampe gak bisa jawab, dari tadi Cuma geleng ama ngangguk doang?”Tanya Zia
Aku lagi-lagi menggeleng.
“Tuh kan…”protes Zia
“Aku itu lagi malas ngomong, lagian cukup ngangguk atau geleng kepala udah jawab pertanyaan kalian secara jelas kan?”
“Kamu gak pengen gitu ngobrol atau berteman sama dia?”
“Kamu tahu gak info tentang dia? Atau mau kita cariin?”
“Heh, orangnya aja udah gak disini. Sekarang di ada di Prancis. Lagian kan aku Cuma suka...”kataku, namun dalam hatiku meneruskan, “banget…”
“Gak nyesel nih Cuma jadi fans?”
“Ya enggaklah. Sekarang itu kita harus focus sama kuliah, tahun depan giliran kita yang harus wisuda. Semangat menyambut skripsi.”jawabku
“Mulai mengalihkan pembicaraan deh tuh anak.”Jiran dan Zia berlari menyusulku.

Biarlah perasaan suka itu, Cuma aku yang tahu. Yang lain yang tidak berkepentingan tidak perlu tahu. Aku sendiri mulai kehilangan alasan sebenarnya tentang kenapa aku menyukainya. Apa benar karena ia tampan? Kemarin aku melihat pria yang lebih tampan, tapi menurutku biasa saja. Saat ini aku berfikir, bahwa mungkin karena dia adalah sosok yang dapat memotivasi orang lain. Kadang tanpa sadar seseorang bisa menjadi motivasi bagi orang lain, layaknya tanpa sadar kadang seseorang juga bisa melukai hati orang lain. Mungkin seperti itulah rasa sukaku padanya. Tak lebih dari itu, saat ini, dan mungkin seterusnya. Aku hanya bisa menatap langit biru dan mengucapkan nya dalam hatiku, Nice to meet you, Jin!

THE END

Wednesday, 2 December 2015

Keep my dreams... again!

Ya Rabb I dont know when or where the inspiration, the mercy, the blessing will come out.
I just keep thinking straight and be positive.
Ya Rabb I know what's my dream, even world knows what I'm dreaming about, but again... should I keep it again?
The answer maybe Yes
I will keep my dreams... again
Honestly, I never let them go
I kept them in a very deep of my heart
I don't want my dreams will hurt anybody else
I should think carefully, be realistic
It doesnt mean I hopeless
I just want to keep my dreams to you Ya Rabb
I am trying to be good daughter and I will
With that way, I hope you will grant me all of my dreams, let them back to me
In this one life, I want to do all my best for people I loved so much
Please, keep my dreams and my place save till I can get be there.

Thursday, 19 November 2015

Simfoni Hitam - Sherina





Do you know why I really love this song? Because this song not only told the story about love but it also about life. This song is the first rank in my heart forever. Whenever I listened to this song, do you know what's on my mind? Ah, this song. This song reminded me to the hardest life I ever had. When I had to my dream go. When I made my mom had her hardest life. When I separated my mom and my brother. When I was too blind with my ambitious dreams and made people around me having their hard time to support me. When I saw, still, I see the anger of my mom because of everything she sacrificed for me. I can't erase this song from my heart and my mind. The lyric and the music like a gun and the bullet shoot me exactly on my heart. That's why I love this song.





SIMFONI HITAM



Malam sunyi kuimpikanmuKulukiskan cita bersamaNamun s'lalu aku bertanyaAdakah aku di mimpimu
Di hatiku terukir namamuCinta rindu beradu satuNamun s'lalu aku bertanyaAdakah aku di hatimu
Reff:T'lah kunyanyikan alunan-alunan sendukuT'lah kubisikkan cerita-cerita gelapkuT'lah kuabaikan mimpi-mimpi dan ambisikuTapi mengapa ku takkan bisa sentuh hatimu
Bila saja kau di sisiku'Kan ku beri kau segalanyaNamun tak henti aku bertanyaAdakah aku di rindumu
Back to Reff
Tak bisakah kau sedikit saja dengar akuDengar simfonikuSimfoni hanya untukmu....
Back to Reff
T'lah kuabaikan mimpi-mimpi dan ambisikuTapi mengapa ku takkan bisa sentuh hatimu

Kelly Clarkson - Honestly Lyrics





I really love this song. It fits me well. All of the lyric is suit to someone like me #Loveless



"Honestly"


Could you love somebody like that?
Could you attract someone like that?
Could you go where people can see someone like me?
Could you do that?

Would you face me?
Make me listen to the truth even if it breaks me?
You can judge me, love me
If you’re hating me, do it honestly

All I see are stepford-like lives
Needles and knives, beautiful lies
Bringing out the green in your eyes
Perfect disguise for envy and pride

Face me
Make me listen to the truth even if it breaks me
You can judge me, love me
If you’re hating me, do it honestly

You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me

Face me
Make me listen to the truth even if it breaks me
You can judge me, love me
If you’re hating me…

Would you face me?
Make me listen to the truth even if it breaks me
Judge me, love me
If you’re hating me, do it honestly

You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me

If you're hating me, do it honestly

You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me
You can tell me
You can..

Do you understand?

Don't expect someone to understand you
Because no one will do that for you, but...
You can try to understand people, and wish people will understand you, too.
That's your wish?
That's my wish, too.

I hope people would understand my situation
If I could doing all of my plans, of course I would
But, I'm only a human
Who try to understand that I'm a human who have so many limitations and problems in my life.
I try to understand so I can breathe and live my life very well.
Do you understand?


Wednesday, 18 November 2015

PS (Speaking for Acd.Purposes) My Scripts

#1 #LEARNING

"Learn everything you can, anytime you can, from anyone you can - there will always come a time when you will be grateful you did." - Sarah Caldwell

It's never stop learning. Learning not only in terms of school or college course. But in everyday life there are always new things that we can learn. For some people who happen to have the opportunity to taste a higher education course will learn a variety of extraordinary science. And it would be amazing if they share his knowledge to people around him.

But for some people who do not have opportunities like that, does not mean learning phase is complete it at that. In daily life, there is always a "teacher" who can teach us. In fact, sometimes we can learn something valuable from people who are not suspected. Young children, parents, friends, coworkers, even strangers we do not know before.

Anyone who stops learning is old, Whether at twenty or eighty. Anyone who keeps learning stays young - Henry Ford

Learning is not just sitting listening to it, or we do at school or college. Learning is not just history, sports, math, English, and others. Do we stop learning when we're not in school anymore? Do we not seek knowledge after we graduated from college?

The answer is, no. We will never stop learning. In everyday life, I am sure, we all learned something and we strive to be better and better than the day before the stock of what we have learned. No wonder the Nanyang Technology University (NTU), which incidentally is one of the world's best universities (in Singapore), has a motto LIFE = Learning Is Fun and Exciting.

One time my friend to share the experience, he told me that he learned from a scavenger that provide genuine smile at her when she got home from work. At first he was surprised to see such scavengers as he came down from the vehicle. Scavengers are seen from the top down and smiled despite irregular and dirty teeth. My friend was astonished, which initially feel tired because it had just come home from work, but the sight of a genuine smile, she smiled back at him and feel better. He became aware that the 'give' is not just material, but a sincere smile can make us a beautiful day. The lesson is simple, but worthwhile.

A leader must continue to learn. Every person we meet has the potential to learn for us. A leader, no matter what your capacity is not only determined by your position, but more of influence and relationships that you create. Never stop learning and growing, because if you stop learning and growing, your life will surely stagnate.

"When You Stop Growing, You are Dying" - Anonym

One example of learning from a leader who ever is mutualism relationship of a Bill Gates and Paul Allen. Not many know that the real figure behind the success to date is Microsoft's Paul Allen. Paul, maybe not as famous as Bill Gates, but Bill Gates is a tremendous respect and learned many life and business philosophy of the figure Paul Allen, so that they become one extraordinary team unity. Although technically Paul Allen is not much involved in the operation of Microsoft, but the de facto thought was affecting the policies Bill Gates today. Bill still continues to learn and grow to this day.

The question is, if one of the richest men in the world still continue to learn and grow, if you continue to learn and grow?

Never stop learning. Be a Lifelong student. Because "Learning Is Fun and Exciting", so we called it LIFE. Happy Learning .........! :)


#2 #FirstFriend

LISA
Lisa was my first friend in the college of study in English, and vice versa. We met when we together looked for our first class. Since then we're becoming a good friends.

Lisa, who I know is a nice girl and friendly. She really loves BLINK one of  Indonesian Girlband, especially Ify, the personel of BLINK, the reason because Ify is a pretty girl and has sweet smile, not overbearingsombong, and Ify also good at playing all sorts of instruments such as guitar and piano, and she was able to create two songs for Blink at the age of only 15 years old.

Lisa has a big obsession. She wanted to go to South Korea and go to the remote areasdaerah2 terpencil and build a school for people who can not afford in their financial, so she can be the teacher for their children, because Lisa really loves the children. She can teach there and teach the children read, write, and so on. So, she decided to college in Training Teacher and Education Faculty in Pontianak. She majored in English because she thinks the English language not only able to teach she majored in English because he thinks the English language not only able to teach in many school but studying English will give her many benefits and can interact with strangers.

when I asked her, if she gets the chance to learn English abroad, which country would become her choice? Paris is her answer, because Paris is very famous as the city of romance. In other hand, Paris is also one of big fanbase of K-Pop Lovers. Many people like the Korean language and of course they like syles of their favorite Korean idol. Lisa also likes the Korean language, but she told me that she do not know how to learn on?

Lisa was a very gentle person I know, so she was not like the guy likes lie to her, broken promises, treacherous, unfaithful, pretentious, and little bit strange like someone who the name should not be mentioned. In addition, Lisa did not like the soft and disgusting animals like worms, because it always makes a shiver of apprehension. Lisa also do not really like sports, because she feels that she is only capable of running and long jump.

I think Lisa is also very creative, especially in terms of the creation of the veil. She likes changing her hijab models. Now, it is a trend of modern Muslim hijab, but still elegant and not violate of Sharia. Lisa increasingly look beautiful and pretty with a hijab that always look beautiful and attractive.

#3 #Dream

Dream
You must be ever heard this song, “Mimpi adalah kunci untuk kita menaklukan dunia…” what the lyric said is true. A dreamer divided into two categories: 1. A dreamer whose dreams come true, and 2. A dreamer whose dreams do not come true.
We no need talking about them whose dreams come true because the situation was clear. They are happy and lucky. Today, we want to talk about people who the dreams do not come true, maybe your dreams, other people’s dream, or my dreams.
When our dreams do not come true, do we have to stop dreaming? Or we may have other dreams? And until when we keep our dreaming? How much we dreaming? How dare you dreaming.
Everyone has a dream. There’s people said “I only have one dream in my life”. For me, it is not a dream, but obsession. Obsession will be realized, and do not care by the good way or the bad one. But, dream is different, in a dream there are patience, sincerity, and love also.
When a dream do not come true, they never give up, same with people who have an obsession, but for people who have a true dream, they still can differ which one the good way to get their dream, and which one not.  They could understand the meaning of dreaming, dream is a thing that could make all people happy, not for only their happiness. They will try their best, they will do the best, but we never know the result. If the result so far from the expectation, they will never stop dreaming, because people who have a true dream, they must be have more than one dreams, because they understand the situation that they have to find another dream to make them be happy, all people happy.
People who have a dream disposed to be realistic, not mean they afraid to have a dream, it’s not, on the contrary, they never stop dreaming, even they really brave to make a dream, anything from all the things that possible until impossible thing, because they will never stop dreaming.
Don’t be afraid when our dream do not come true, that’s all because of we learn how to survive, how to never give up easily, and keep dreaming, never stop dreaming and make it happen through the good way and the wise way!!!

#4 #Cinematography

Cinematography and The Implementation in Learning


I.     Cinematography
The important role of Cinematography as a discipline of applied science. Digital Cinematography Linkages with the development of multimedia as a form of information and communication technologies. Also describes the implementation of Cinematography in the field of educational technology or learning today.

Information and communication technology (ICT) has become part of human life today. Almost all human activities will not regardless of the role of information technology. The progress of information and communication technology today has evolved so rapidly.

We will review the critical role of cinematography as one of the disciplines associated with the development of applied digital multimedia as a form of ICT today and how its implementation in the field of educational technology or learning?

Cinematography is etymologically derived from the Latin language; Kinema (motion), Photos (light), Graphos (painting / writing). So cinematography can be interpreted as a motion painting activity with help of light. According to the Meriam Webster dictionary is Cinematography Art and technology of motion-picture photography. It involves the composition of a scene, lighting of the set and actors, choice of cameras, camera angle, and integration of special effects to achieve the desired photographic images by the director.

The main element of cinematography consists of visual motion, audio, and storyline.
*      Visual motion, in the form of visual communication symbols presented. Photographic method is "without light, there is no image". Forms of communication The visuals can be both verbal and non-verbal contains the value of aesthetic, artistic, and dramatic.
*       Audio, along with the times, the cinematography is a form of product. The first audiovisual technology that combines audio and visual elements. When this element audio contributes greatly to clarify and reinforce the messages and information communications contained on the visual elements of cinematography.
*       Story Road, a cinematographic work is relatively has a universal meaning of the various audiences who see it. This is shown through a series of moving images that contain the sequence of the story.

The supporting elements in cinematography consist of settings, properties, and effects.
*        Settings, or the shooting environment. Set is an ordinance room a visual object for each scene. Is an element of good storyline amplifier naturally captured and designed in such a way (artificial) as part of the property. To avoid misunderstanding about the size, color, makeup, and the number of Furnished in a set, reconfirmation with director and stylist photography.
*        Property, including costumes, makeup, and all the equipment necessary to more natural and gives the impression of dramatic stories to be recorded through camera or outside the camera frame, including all the equipment and supplies manufacturing necessary.
*        Effects, including image effects, sound, light, transition time, to special effects
animation designed a computer program to make it more to give the impression dramatic story.

II.  The Implementation of Cinematography in Learning Technology

Cinematography as a discipline of applied science seems unnecessary doubt. Existence is even more visible in the current era of digital multimedia. Cinematography literally defined as the study of engineering or the arts in making motion pictures (film making), but it did not stop the things that are technical. More than that, the cinematography is explained fundamentally, why a certain shooting techniques should be taken? What method? What purpose?

Character of this science is one reason of cinematography in Educational Technology Studies Program curriculum S1 in the Faculty of Education (FIP) UNY today. By understanding let alone able to master the cinematographic skills, the opportunity for someone to develop a career in the field of educational technology or learning will be more wide open.

In short, cinematographic skills are not only required by those who will develop media products in the form of a film or video, but also needed by those who will develop the computer-based multimedia products more optimally. This has occurred in multimedia products that exist today in the form of animated films, video game entertainment, and video games for learning.

Through basic skills cinematographic still wide open opportunities to develop products Educational Technology either film or video learning by presenting a variety of forms and formats with respect to the rules or principles of learning, learning objectives, characteristics of the prospective audience or its user and infrastructure conditions of learning will be applied.

It seems it would be very easy to be realized when there is the will and commitment of all parties to continue to support creativity in the work. As the proverb says where there's a will there must be a way, and where there is no willingness sure there is only "reason".
May we always be facilitated in their work so that they can continue to provide benefits for others.


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LISA’S DREAM
 Lisa thinks dream is something what she want and hope it come true. And her dreams is wanted to be a teacher like her parents. She will teach her student, give the student educations, because teacher is honorable work. And her other dream is meeting her idols, she extremely met “BLINK”. To make her dreams come true, she was joining to FKIP Untan.

 In FKIP Untan, she said she’ll study to become a  good teacher. And for the second dream, she doesn’t know what must she does to make it come true. Maybe she must to go to Jakarta. If she could be a teacher, she will commit to teach her student well, and for the second dream, she’ll take a photo with them and she will invite them to dinner with her. But if everything not same as her hopes, she’ll keep to fight to make her dreams comes true. All of her dreams make her be happy, especially teaching is her dreams since she was in elementary.  And met her idols can make her be happy, too. She has a tip to get a dream to be a teacher is we must to study hard. Especially, for someone we loved, like the motivator. Her mom is her big motivator. Her mom is a good woman, because her  mother  always support her  to make her dream to be a teacher comes true.


GERMANY

If you want a vacation to Germany, there are some things you must know, especially about the geographical and tourism place that visited by many tourists. Germany is located in the continent of Europe and bordered by the North Sea, Denmark, and the Baltic Sea in the north; Poland and the Czech Republic in the east; Austria and Switzerland in the south; France, Luxembourg, Belgium, and Holland in the west.

In Germany there are some cities that are frequented by tourists such as: Berlin, Frankfurt, Munich, and Stuttgart. Berlin is the capital of Germany. Berlin is famous for "The Berlin Wall" that had split the city into two parts: West Berlin and East Berlin. And now Berlin into surge for tourists who love shopping and arts enthusiasts, both fine arts, theater arts and film. Frankfurt is a city famous for its international exhibition center, especially the book fair and its motor show. In this city there are also many museums and theaters. Munich is famous with Oktoberfest that very interesting and visited by many tourists. And Munich is one of the routes to the Alps. While Stuttgart is a prosperous city in southern Germany and it is very famous for automotive industry such as Mercedes and Porsche factory. There can be no doubt that Germany is an interesting country to visit when we have opportunity to holiday abroad.


EURO 2012

The euro is the biggest feast of football in Europe, held by UEFA. This event is always held every four years and this year is the fourteenth time. In this year, Euro 2012 held in two different but neighboring countries, namely Poland and Ukraine. Participants and the team will fly to Poland and Ukraine in order to undergo a game that will suck up the attention of various circles of society. (need one or two more sentences to elaborate ‘the biggest feast” and to elaborate the sentence underlined)

As the host, Poland and Ukraine have prepared everything to welcome the biggest football party in Europe. Starting from the decorations along the way even to fix the stadium, and also expand capacity in order to accommodate the number of spectators who will come to watch their favorite teams compete to become the number one team in Europe.

In Poland, has prepared four stadiums that can accommodate over 40,000 spectators. The first is WARSAWA NATIONAL STADIUM which is where the opening of the EURO 2012 has a capacity of 58.500 seats. PGE ARENA GDANSK stadium has a seating capacity of as much as 43.600. While MIEJSKI WROCLAW stadium has a capacity of 42.800 seats . And the fourth is MIEJSKI POZNAN STADIUM has a capacity of 43 300 spectator seats.

In Ukraine is equally great in preparing for the four best stadiums. The first stadium is ARENA STADIUM LIV can only hold 30,000 seats of the audience and METALIST KHARKIV STADIUM could accommodate as many as 35,000 spectator seats, but the stadium will present a fierce game of Group B or better known as the group of death because it is inhabited by teams great country in the world of football such as, Dutch, German, Denmark, and Portugal. While STADIUM DONBASS ARENA DONESTK which is the headquarters of one of the major club football SHAKTAR Donetsk have 50.000 seats. And the last is the largest stadium, KIEV OLYMPIC STADIUM and also has the largest seating capacity with 60.000 spectator seats. This stadium by FIFA has set as a four star stadium as seen from various sides, said the stadium is almost close to perfect. In the KIEV OLYMPIC STADIUM will also held Final Match, as well as the closure of EURO 2012.

In the event of continental Europe, the supporters are willing to come from far away just to see the game of their favorite teams or players are their idols. In this year, very much favor the German football enthusiast who would go on to win Euro 2012. German made as a well-deserved one of the favorite candidates win, because the whole team German is filled by great players who play in big clubs like Real Madrid, Bayern Munich, Borussia Dortmund, Bayer Leverkusen, Lazio, Schalke, and Arsenal. They have a very good quality games from different sides, whether it is the striker, midfielder, defender, and the goal keeper. Therefore, no doubt, German team has a great opportunity to become champions.

In addition to supporting their favorite teams are competing in Euro 2012, not infrequently also to some supporters who did idolize a player. There's even a Web site that categorizes some of the players as footballers do not just have a good skill, but also has a handsome face like Karim Benzema from France, Matt Hummels from Germany, and Christiano Ronaldo of Portugal. For me personally, I prefer Mesut Ozil from Germany, Ibrahim Afellay from the Netherlands, and Samir Nasri of France. They deserve to be idolized not only because it has great skill but they have a wonderful spirit.

On various Internet sites say that they are a lot of ball players who are a great islam, like Mesut Ozil, a player who is known as a player who is very calm but has a remarkable game that is claimed to always pray or read a few verses of the Qur'an before compete, so they can make it look vibrant but calm. Ibrahim Afellay is almost spent one season playing football because the injury, but never give in to provide the best for his club Barcelona and his country, Netherland. In addition Samir Nasri on the blasphemy that many people because of the accusations that the reason to leave his club Arsenal and move to Manchester City, one of the richest clubs in England, because the money factor. However, Samir is able to prove that the allegations were not true. Samir continues to practice and attempted to improve his game until he can win the Premier League title with Manchester City, his new club.
Euro 2012 event taking place in Poland and Ukraine will expire on July 1 2012, all the supporters who are still competing teams would be more in the spirit of giving support to his team to become champions and the name of nation and state.

KOREAN FEVER

Korean fever attacked the young people around the world. They are fond of anything related to Korea. Start of a beautiful language, typical food, drama movie, tastes dresses, and Korean music is very creative with the display boy band and girl bands consisting of handsome guys and beautiful girls. Attract so many young people from around the world to come to Korea to do things, starting from trying their luck to become one of the stars in Korea, study in Korea, or just a walk to enjoy the beauty of the country known as the country's ginger extract.

            Part of the continent of Asia, Indonesia, Singapore, Thailand became the State's largest supplier to the Korean fans. While parts of the State of the Continent, the young French, Dutch, and German is equally great in the show a sense of joy in Korea, they are even willing to come to Korea just to see the Idol them up close. American and Canadian who are allies of South Korea military, also never hesitated to support Korea in any case, whether military or music. Korean fever is really become an epidemic in the world.

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